THE TRUTH!!!!!!

DONE!!!!! I had a long post up about todays shitty events and tried to share my point of view and still people want to argue!!!!!! Fuck this when people are done making my blog into a fucking debate area, let me know and I will write again!!!

WARNING- THIS POST CONTAINS WORDS AND PHRASES THAT WILL MAKE SOME SAD AND OTHERS MAD.. F-U

ME WHEN I AM 70! KISS MY ASS

I am sooooo fucking sick and tired of writing the same shit.... Blahh Blah, my wife and I are not seeing eye to eye.. I miss my son.... I fucking hate people, little cunts who use there cunt cards to piss me off... I think there should be a fuck all little bitches in the ass day... Oh I don't like anything around that area, well, to fucking bad bitch... (Oh bye the way, I am taking applications from any one who wants me to tea bag them) I hate fucking dealing with the same shit and bitching about it... Whats up V? You know who you are.. Why don't you leave feed back more often? L- do you really like this blog or do you read it cause your fucking board.... AH- what the fuck man, write something.... But yeah, what ever, here is a song that somes up my feelings......



Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck GusFuck Darius

Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least

Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers

Kings and Queens and gold jewelers

Fuck wine coolers

Fuck chickens, fuck ducks

Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks

Fuck critics, fuck your review Even if you like me, fuck you

Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma

Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama

Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump

You probably like it in the rump

Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes

Fuck all fifty two states! Oooo, and fuck you

Fuck Oprah, fuck opera, fuck a soap opera

Fuck a pop locker and a cock blocker

Fuck your girlfriend, I probably did her already

Fuck Kyle and his brother Tom Petty, Jump Steady

My homie, fuck him, what are you gonna do?(Fuck that bitch, fuck you!) Yeah well fuck you too

Don't bother tryin to analyze these rhymes In this song I say fuck ninety three times

Fuck the president, fuck your welfare

Fuck your government and fuck Fred Bear

Fuck Nugent, like anybody gives a fuck You like to hunt a lot, so fuckin what?!

Fuck disco, Count of Monte Crisco

Fuck Cisco, and Jack and Jerry Brisco

And fuck everyone who went down with the Titanic, in a panic I'm like fuck you, AHHHHH!!!!Fuck Celine Dion and fuck Dionne Warwick You both make me sick, suck my dick

Fuck the Berlin Wall, both sides of it

And fuck Lyle Lovett, whoever the fuck that is

Fuck everybody in the hemisphere

Fuck them across the world, and fuck them right here

You know the guy that operates the Rouge River draw bridge in Delray onJefferson? FUCK HIM!

Fuck your idea, fuck your gonnoreha

Fuck your diarrhea, Rocky Maivia

Fuck your wife, your homie did, he's fuckin you

Fuck the police and the 5-0 too

Fuck Spin, Rolling Stone, and fuck Vibe

Fuck everybody inside Whoever's on the cover, fuck his mother

Fuck your little brother's homie from around the wayAnd fuck Violent J!



I highlighted certain things I feel soooo yeah.... Hey YOU! Yeah you know who I am talking to! You feel it when you are reading.. Hit me up with some lines.. I am talking to YOU!!!!!
HEY YOU ALL-THANKS FOR READING
This was just MY2CENTS

My Lovely 100th Post!!!!!!

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt!!!!!! I'm starting to think my life is becoming regular.. You know, boring, sad, pathetic, and just blahhh... I get up in the morning about 7:15 and rub my eyes. I slowly walk to the chair, were my towel, from the morning before,
hangs lazily over the top... I slide my feet slowly across the carpet towards the bathroom... Blurry eyes keep me from peeking through my lids... I open the door and lean over the toilet and of course, Begin to piss... Ahhhhh.. Yeah that feels good... I step into the bath tub and take a warm soothing shower.. Water covering my body like a warm blanket.. I lean against the shower as to hope, that it holds me up for a few minutes... I get out, get dressed, and head down stairs. The air opens my dry lungs to let me breath... I look over to the store and just shake my head, knowing that another conflict is right over the corner.... And then I drive the truck to the store and my day pushes on... I come home and lay on the couch as I flip through the channels on the TV... "Oh, nothing on?" I think. "Fuck it, I'll watch the catholic channel!"

Sorry people that's just a piece of life that I wanted to write about....



Sooooooo, today I had a doctor appointment for this cough that has been around for about 2 months... I also have had some other issues with my health, ones that have worried me in the last year... I won't know what is really wrong with me till the blood tests come back... I get worried cause I know I haven't been the healthiest little whore on the block, but then again, I know more people that are worse ( like fatter and not as much muscle mass and are just filthy little fuckies) and are still kicking.. Sooo, yeah.... I also was called an ass today... LOL, fuck me, ha, I am an ass... I get off on it... I guess it helps me cope with losing people who are close to me... I know that doesn't make since, but in my world it does... See, if I can be a DICK, or ASSHOLE, then I keep people at a distance... I hate being fucked over and it happens a lot... So, in retrospect, I am going to fuck you, before you fuck me.... I have burnt many bridges that way, but, screw it.... I am a dirty little prick, with dirty little intentions... I enjoy conflict and pressure.. What I don't enjoy is little fuck heads with no life experience, thinking they know me, or whats going on... So, I am going to single out someone right now.... ( This person will know that I am talking about them! Fuck it)

Hey you... You think you know whats going on huh? You filthy little fuck... You ain't got a clue.. You don't get me or life! The only thing you will get, is an STD, cause your fucking stupid... You think your mind games and shit you do and don't do bothers me? Your damn retarded if you do... You don't know me like you think you do... Your connection with me is fucking done... To tell you the truth, you and I have been done for awhile... I think that you are the dumbest piece of shit that I have met... Try to play games with me, and guess what, you'll lose.... Fuck, you will lose big... When you see me, don't say a word... IF you lie about me or try to better yourself by saying shit about me, I will ruin you.... When you grow up, you can try to be "REAL" with me all you want... Sooooooooo, in closing, do me a favor... Wake up tomorrow, walk to your car. Get in. Start it.. Put in drive.. Put your foot on the gas, you dumb fuck.. Drive your car to the nearest intersection.... Wait for the semi.... Then drive right into or in front of this semi.... Following that, DIE!!!!!!

So, I am an asshole and I prob will lose some readers... Guess what... You are reading my private Blog.... If you don't like what I write, fuck yourself, and when you do, send me video or pictures, online porn is boring............ This is just MY2CENTS!!!!!!!!!!

1000 + Freakin ama-za-zing!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH, 1000 +

Holy freaking crap... I have had a lot of visits to my Blog... 1000 plus... That's crazy... It makes me sniffle a bit... I never thought that this page would be looked at that much... I invision that in a year, my blog will be hit more than, a white trash lady mouthing off too her husband..... Which to me makes me a happy, happy man... I mean come on (my face), I can't believe this... I would like to thank my fans. You five are amazing to stick by me.. And be board off your asses, to care so much... Soooooooooo.... Wow, I feel like I should have balloons or something.. Maybe I will just hang my balls over the screen when I post this... But then again it is cold and hanging my balls might not do it... sooo instead, THANK YOU!!!!!!

BEFORE SHE CHEATS

Now to my post of the nite.... Yes, I know people, I posted in the morning, but................ I am sitting here thinking of what to post, and something comes to mind so here it is............ Last Thursday I was driving with Ben(co-worker) to a delivery south of town. As I drove I saw in the distance a duck standing in the middle of the road. Suddenly I start thinking, " what in gods name are you doing little ducky?" Is this duck mad at the world or something? Did this duck go home to find his wife with a loon? Did he just drink to much green water and get lost?


NE Way as we got close to the duck I saw another duck laying in the road. It was hit, and flopping around, barely hanging on to life. Sadness. The other duck didn't move an inch at all. I went flying by about 60 and nothin... The duck stood there by its mate... Till death, they stand together. Till death, the never hinder... Till death, they stay by each other sides...

In life I think we all wonder what the grass is like on the other side... We find reasons, at times, to be unhappy... We wonder if something else will make us happy.. We fantasize over different things and people... We walk away... We hurt each other.. We run away... If we would stand by each other like ducks or loons do, there would be no pain because of broken family's....

That's just MY2CENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Asian Kid and Snow Vagina's

GET DOWN YOU LITTLE ASIAN KID!

Hello people. It is Sunday the, um, 14? or is it the 15? Ah fugg it.. I see that my last post got some people worried and all ready to slap it up... Let me state, that is not my intention. I just, yeah, like write in this blog of mine and take some feed back from nice people like you all..........

I stayed in Monte yesterday, and I had a really good time. Went to wally world with the fam and got some clothes for Evan, and some teeth whitening shit for myself.. I kinda am getting sick of my stained teeth, and I am going to do something about it... I think that is my biggest insecure thing, my teeth... My own fault tho, from years of smoking and drinking pop, coffee, and beer, then you have the drug use for about 4 years and they take a beating.... So, I will start there and move down to the rest of the things I don't like... I think the only thing I got going for me is my amazing personality.... Yeah, fuck that... or could it be that the combined size of my biceps is 37"?(Yes that is a little egotistical) or could it be that I have a great future has a delivery "boy"? God, I am screwed!

I GUESS HE DID GET SOME, DIDN'T HE!?!?!

So, on with my thoughts on the day................ As I stayed up there I was smoking a cig (of course) by the window of Amanda's bedroom. I glanced out the window to see a little Asian kid making snow vagina's..... Yeah, snow vagina's... I began to wonder, "Why in the world are you making snow vagina's you little Asian kid?" As I watched, it got me also thinking, did Frosty the Snow man ever get laid before he melted? God I hope so... I mean if this little Asian kid could make the vagina, could someone give, or make Frosty, a penis? In my world, frosty and that fat snow man from the start of the Rudolph movie are lovers and they keep it a secret cause that would sure piss off Santa and all of his cult followers, I mean elves....

Sorry peeps, nothing to serious today, but damn, this is only MY2CENTS......... I will be back tonight, shit, maybe....... peace in.......

HONESTY OVER PRIDE!!!!!!!

Well, today, it has been a week since the family left. I guess it really hits me when I walk into a very empty apartment. I sit on the couch and slowly look around. White walls are the only things that stare back at me. There is no laughter from my son. There is no smell of food cooking on the stove. No wife to ask me how my day was. And honestly this is probably my fault. I sometimes wonder if we made the right choice in leaving each other. As I sit here and write in this venting space of mine I feel a bit sick... Sick like I have lost my soul. Sick like my heart is missing a large chunk. I have some friends around, but really, no one with good honest advice. Some are dating, some are single, and well others just don't have a fucking clue... I want to talk with some one but there isn't anyone. All I get from people is, "I wish I knew what to tell you." And other bullshit statements.

You want to tell me something? Tell me why is that everything I touch, I fuck up. Tell me that. Tell me why you want to bullshit with me and not really truly care about me. Tell me why you all are so, self centered, and its all about you and you ask me for answers about your problems and I try to give you something, and then you never return my needs.......... I really shouldn't put any of my problems on any one. Its my life and my fuck up... So, I will just shut my mouth about my issues, and not share them... But next time I get a question about something, so petty and simple, I will probably just laugh and walk away. NOW THIS IS NOT A BITCHING SESSION ABOUT ANYONE PERSON!!!!!!!!!



Today, I was going to stay up in Monte and stay with the wife and kid.. Once again, I fucked shit up... I got into an argument with Amanda and I ended up, being told to leave.. Shit! I never know when to just leave shit alone.... I guess the up side to all this today, is that, for about 2hours I got to see them... I need to vent... I have been hurt. Yes, me, big tough guy Josh, has been hurt... I need some peace... Fuck me......... I want to smash my face into this damn screen right now.... I want to jump off a tall structure.... I want happiness. I want to be alright. I want to truly care about shit.....



My greatest fear is to lose my greatest joy!!!!!!

My Family!!!!!!!

MR. LONELY!!!!

ALL ALONE!!! LIKE THIS TREE, KIND OF!
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN OLD PEOPLE OR STUPID KIDS DRIVE!

So, what is today? Um, god, its the 7Th, and I have been all alone for about 5days.... and yes it sucks nuts... A lot of playin um, with, um, myself... Yeah I said it.... spankin it raw... Got to get out the icy-hot. well, maybe not that shit..... I am in this empty apartment. All I have is a couch, TV and a computer... And beer, and my PS3, and my clothes, and that's it... I miss the fam. I think about them a lot... I just..... yeah....





Sooooooo, I am going to do the new thing. well actually not new. I saw it on TV, Lewis Blacks show.. But I am going to mix it up a bit.... I am going to talk about two things that get me pissed, and then, make a verdict on what pisses me off more....





1. Old people driving cars- Now I am not talking about 50's-60's old... I am talking about, Holy shit your still alive, how did the balls of T-Rex smell, old..... These people are fucking deadly... They drive about 5-7mph, on city roads, and 15-35mph on the highway. You assholes!!!!! Get off the roads... God, who gives these old people the eye test... Its gotta be retards... Stop driving the wrong way down one ways. Stop going threw stop lights. Stop fucking driving... Take the bus, or just do us a favor and pass!!!!! You have seen the resurrection of Christ, you can go now... You don't know how to use your blinker and when you get out of the car, you shake to beat hell... I almost want to hand you my orange juice to mix up the pulp... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!





2. 15-19 year olds driving- OHHHHHHH, you little shit heads... Mommy and daddy let you drive their car. Or better yet, they buy you one... You pricks... Stop straight piping out your trucks. I get it... You are not getting pussy, and you are a pussy, one that prob fucks sheep, and your a little insecure about that. But get this... I don't think your tuff. I want to shove that pipe up your ass, and ride you around... Hey, you little bitchy girls... Your also not cool... Your only goal is not to end up with an std... but 1 in 4 will....... so, enjoy... I love how you drive around blaring your music and singing and texting... Stop being whores and get your shit together.... I want to gather all your parents and slap them with my wiener... They are retards..... Stop acting cool. Your not cool. You are minors. That means your not important right now... When your 18, you can be losers then.





VERDICT- THEY BOTH BLOW!!! LETS JUST PUT ALL THE OLDIES AND YOUNG DUMB KIDS TOGETHER ON A TRACK AND LET THEM KILL OFF THEM SELVES!!!!!





That's just MY2CENTS!!!!!!!