Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttt!!!!!! I'm starting to think my life is becoming regular.. You know, boring, sad, pathetic, and just blahhh... I get up in the morning about 7:15 and rub my eyes. I slowly walk to the chair, were my towel, from the morning before,
hangs lazily over the top... I slide my feet slowly across the carpet towards the bathroom... Blurry eyes keep me from peeking through my lids... I open the door and lean over the toilet and of course, Begin to piss... Ahhhhh.. Yeah that feels good... I step into the bath tub and take a warm soothing shower.. Water covering my body like a warm blanket.. I lean against the shower as to hope, that it holds me up for a few minutes... I get out, get dressed, and head down stairs. The air opens my dry lungs to let me breath... I look over to the store and just shake my head, knowing that another conflict is right over the corner.... And then I drive the truck to the store and my day pushes on... I come home and lay on the couch as I flip through the channels on the TV... "Oh, nothing on?" I think. "Fuck it, I'll watch the catholic channel!"
Sorry people that's just a piece of life that I wanted to write about....
Sooooooo, today I had a doctor appointment for this cough that has been around for about 2 months... I also have had some other issues with my health, ones that have worried me in the last year... I won't know what is really wrong with me till the blood tests come back... I get worried cause I know I haven't been the healthiest little whore on the block, but then again, I know more people that are worse ( like fatter and not as much muscle mass and are just filthy little fuckies) and are still kicking.. Sooo, yeah.... I also was called an ass today... LOL, fuck me, ha, I am an ass... I get off on it... I guess it helps me cope with losing people who are close to me... I know that doesn't make since, but in my world it does... See, if I can be a DICK, or ASSHOLE, then I keep people at a distance... I hate being fucked over and it happens a lot... So, in retrospect, I am going to fuck you, before you fuck me.... I have burnt many bridges that way, but, screw it.... I am a dirty little prick, with dirty little intentions... I enjoy conflict and pressure.. What I don't enjoy is little fuck heads with no life experience, thinking they know me, or whats going on... So, I am going to single out someone right now.... ( This person will know that I am talking about them! Fuck it)
Hey you... You think you know whats going on huh? You filthy little fuck... You ain't got a clue.. You don't get me or life! The only thing you will get, is an STD, cause your fucking stupid... You think your mind games and shit you do and don't do bothers me? Your damn retarded if you do... You don't know me like you think you do... Your connection with me is fucking done... To tell you the truth, you and I have been done for awhile... I think that you are the dumbest piece of shit that I have met... Try to play games with me, and guess what, you'll lose.... Fuck, you will lose big... When you see me, don't say a word... IF you lie about me or try to better yourself by saying shit about me, I will ruin you.... When you grow up, you can try to be "REAL" with me all you want... Sooooooooo, in closing, do me a favor... Wake up tomorrow, walk to your car. Get in. Start it.. Put in drive.. Put your foot on the gas, you dumb fuck.. Drive your car to the nearest intersection.... Wait for the semi.... Then drive right into or in front of this semi.... Following that, DIE!!!!!!
So, I am an asshole and I prob will lose some readers... Guess what... You are reading my private Blog.... If you don't like what I write, fuck yourself, and when you do, send me video or pictures, online porn is boring............ This is just MY2CENTS!!!!!!!!!!
12 comments:
Good for you. :) You know I'll be praying for your tests to turn out fine: How many times have you been there for me with those same words of encouragment? Many hugs and kisses, hope we get to see you soon.
Wow I think that you had a bad day huh? I think that your a very real person who says what you want when you want to say it, I'm like that too if someone pisses me off I just tell them I don't care if they like it or not, if they don't like it they don't have to be around me. I would really hate to be that person that you are pissed at, sounds like they hurt you and played with your emotions, people like that just suck! Well I hope your days get better I'll be watchin LOL! ~A1~
aj- Thank you for the prayers... I will hopefully hear back from the doctors soon... I guess we will see what happens then....
A1- well, yeah I did have a shitty day, but people piss me off and its just hard to not say anything... Um, tell me something. Are you from around here? I mean, do you know me? I would like to know cause, well I am like that... You will be watching? hmmmmm?
yes i am from around here and you know a little about me i think, i see you every now and then around im not going to be a stalker or anything like that just gonna be a friend from a distance ~A1~
A1- your making this tough.... Um, tell me, when do you see me? I don't go to bars much at all... I am home a lot... I do delivery but, even then, hmmmmmm.... So, how do you know a little about me?
I am not going to stop until I find out who you are.... Cause u might know me only from people I work with.... And sometimes what they say isn't gospel...
I like making things tough ;) You have made a delivery to my house, I don't think that I have seen you in any bars either but I'm not there much either..I see ya around sometimes driving the good ole Bots truck which by the way you are on your cell phone all the time when you are on that thing I actually tried to wave at you today and you didnt even see me :) see what happens when you dont pay attention things just pass you by...what would the people you work with say about you?
sorry i am a lil intoxicated its ~A1~
So u like to play games? Sounds like a girl I work with...... But yeah, i think I know who u r now.... I should be a dick, I mean dective.... Thanks for posting on my blog drunk... Ha HA ha Ha hA lol wtf, brb, jk.......
you think that you have cracked the case huh? why would you want to be a dick...i dont like to play mind games if thats what you got out of the last comment and i dont want to be compared with any of the girls at your work...you dont really know me and what im about you be surprised, anyways gotta go be a bitch today cause thats how im feelin right about now...~A1~
I meant detective not actually a dick... Um, well I guess I just thought you reminded me of this girl I work with.. She is kinda into the head games and yeah.. But I am not mad that you like to leave me hanging. Its all good... Hey don't be too bitchy, I hear that people don't like that... Ha... TTYL
Sooo, um tell me what you are about....
I understand about the head games I don't understand why peole play those it never ends well, sometimes I wish that I could just let the true bitch in me out I think I would scare people they already don't like my bitchy attitude when i let a little bit out, I'm thinkin someday soon I'm just going to lash out and watch their eyeballs pop out of their heads LOL! Very few people in my life know the real me, its funny when they think they do and I laugh inside because they have no real clue what im about or who i am...thats just a lil bit about me..~A1~
A1- Hey quick question for you.. You know people play head games with you? Why don't you just lash out.. I mean really. Think about it, the people who are close to you may not be the people who honestly care about you.. Don't let people who perfect the skill of being 2faced, make any impact on who you are.. You seem really smart and I think you know what you should do... Take care, and don't stop reading just cause some may tell you that I am wrong.. That may be the same people who fucked with me...
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